People I Miss Dearly

So through out my stressfull and lonely and boring and fun times, I have realized, I miss people! There are certain ones in my life that I just straight up miss! I wish that they would come back to me or I had more time to go visit them! (these are in no specific order)

1. Kelci Simmons: she is my bestest friend in the whole world. I would do anythin for that girl. She is up at SUU (which i remind you is only less than an hour away but feels like forever). She is playing softball and has a boyfriend. We have so many inside jokes that no one understands. Anytime I think of just one, I will always crack a smile. She helps me stay calm if mad, happy if i have a bad day, or extremely hyper if Im being goofy that day. We can laugh, cry, yell, jump, twirl, run, dance, sing, talk, or even be hypnotized together. She has always been there for me and I will always no matter what have her back. She is someone that I l.o.v.e! (shout out....) Kelci, Thanks for being such a wonderful friend. Youve touched my heart in so many ways. Love you!
   
2. Dani Shay Whatcott: She is my sister and no one can beat that. We have such good random moments together and Im glad we can share them together. She is up in the cold area of Utah attending the University of Utah. She is majoring in Psychology and has a really boring job where she watches kids take extremely long tests. Most of her friends are Latino, wouldnt be surprised if one day she marries a Latino and names her first born Tristan. I love just being around Dani because something is always bound to happen between us, whether is the wierd ways dani says words, or my blonde moments, or random trailors doing complete circles, or burning gizzards, or just anything you can think of. She is my sir and forever will be my sir. (shout out....) Sir, I luff you! Thanks for being shorter and younger looking but, in age years, older than me. I look up to you. Your such a great example in my life! Luff you mucho.


3. Man: That random man in my life that I should be dating right now. We have not met yet which is a shame. I dont plan on marrying you, I just want to have some fun and date. Nothing wrong with that. Its time for you to stop hiding, come out of the closet (so to speak) and ask me out. Hopefully Im not busy and we can make great converstaion. Thanks! (shout out....) Man, I am single! The end.
   
4. Other people I miss: I am on antibiotics right now from being sick and so I can not think straight so excuse me if I forget to name you. I miss my cousins (every single one) They are so much fun and I love spending time with them and making memories. Its the best! Friends from high school. I made alot of friends as i went thru the routine of going to school. Mainly it was just social hours for me but it was still fun. I miss having those random moments that I grew so fond of. (shout out....) I miss all of you. keep in touch so I dont have to miss you as much! thanks :)
   
5. Swim: I know its not a person but still. It was an escape route for me when I was under a lot of stress and had alot of things going thru my mind. Just the feel of the cool water pushing past my body, the ache of my muscles in a hard set, burning of the lungs when doing no breathers, the laughs with all those who i swim with, floating (well trying to) on top of the surface, the feeling of being underwater but still feeling free, being free of gravity, and just all else. I am at such a loss when I dont have swim because it was my life and its like a piece of my heart has been wripped from my chest. Its almost like I cant prove to myself anymore since I used water, and my times, to show that I was working hard, pushing myself to new heights, and obtaining victories. (shout out....) I will return one day, you just be ready! I know I will be. See you soon....