life without swim

my life is still BUSY if not almost busier. i feel like i have even more to do now then i did while swim was going on. that may be the case because now we are in the 4Th quarter of high school. so weird. i am graduating very soon! i dunno how i feel bout it. i don't want to get older but then again i do. i get to move on in my life and as some say "start a new chapter" or on this i say "write a new blog" ha ha =] but i get to finally prove to people the real me. high school seems to make you be a certain way because you have to get things done on time. you get in trouble for almost everything. your babysat and have to behave. the real you comes out when your on your own and free to do what you want. i know that my parents have taught me very well and they should have faith that i will be okay! just like my sister, she went away and found herself even more and is doing things on her own that are now more important to her such as going to church or school. no one is making her, she is choosing to and her knowledge of things around her are becoming into better perspective! i tried on my cap and gown today cuz we finally received them and it was the weirdest feeling. its my time to move on... FINALLY ha =]