state

well state wasn't my favorite event of my life! lets just say i don't have the fondest of memories of it! what a great way to end my last year of swimming =/ i did end up medalling in all of my events. i swam the 100 fly and dropped like barely any time but still did alright. i went in third and came out third ha =] i beat the girl from my team who was placed ahead of me, which was sad for her but happy for me ha... in the two relays we placed third. one we dropped time and placed better than we started out but the other one we started out first and came out third. it was very depressing! and then my 500 free ......... this race was not pleasant at all. i don't want any sympathy but lets just say that pain took over and killed me. i added 5 seconds :( i couldn't handle the pain. i was in complete confusion. i was on some pain medicine that made me feel so good with barely any pain and then i hurt that bad? did not make any sense to me. but o well. swim is over. time to relax and see how the pain i have fizzle away or intensify!